Dream Lullaby

In life, there will come a time that we see ourselves sitting all alone with no one there to hear all our thoughts and our beliefs. We feel that everything we used to do is not valued by others. Heartaches that we used to hide inside because we know that they'll never understand our point of view. Having the feeling of being alone. Pain caused by failing to achieve your dreams is one. Loving a person and creating a world within her. Now, i can say that I'm engaging in this episode of life. The thought of doing something for someone who is so far from me and cannot easily be reached. I used to hear the song "Lullaby by Armor for Sleep" sometime in 2007 and for a long time, I've decided to download again this song in the net. Every time I hear that song, the feeling of being important triggers and boost myself to be confident enough to face every problems I'm encountering. But it gives me a minor bad effects.. to think of something that i don't even know if i can handle easily.All i know is that the song relates my feelings very much. Sometimes i cannot formulate words that i want to say for her. The exact words i want her to hear. I'm afraid that she gets mad at me but all this time all i want to say is "Forget your dreams and say I'm everything you wanted to be with", but i know that I'm not in the position to say that. Everything is now within her hands. There are also times when i feel that the clocks turns so slow. That i ask my self "When will i see you again?" Its very hard when you cannot see for a long time the person that you wished to be in your side every time. That every time she is so far from me, I'm so afraid that we cannot see each other again. But here i am waiting for her return to my life. Ready to catch her when she falls, giving my time when she feels alone. Waiting for the time that we are confident enough to pick up every piece of our heart that severely damaged by time..