Bitin

Kanina, sumagi saking isipan
Nasan ka, kamusta na kaya
Anong bago? Kumain na kaya?
Sumagi din kaya sayo, kung kamusta na ako.

Ikot ng mundo'y pilit diniktahan
Mundong ating ginawa iyong nilisan
Pagibig na sinubuka'y nabitin lang
Nalunod at ngayo'y pilit umaahon
Sa luhang dumaloy
Parang tayo'y napaglaruan

Sa bawat idlip, ikay nakatingin
Ngunit pag gising, inisip na muling humimbing
Ng ang oras na tumigil
maituloy kahit di na magising

Lihim na pilit itinatago, di maaamin
Na hanggang ngayon, ikaw parin ang iibigin
Pag ibig na nadarama di na yata magbabago

Saya na yong dinala
Di na ba madarama?
Yakap na aking nadama
na sa akin nagbigay saya

ldle between Lines

You won’t get everything you want

Everything has its price

You like it to be perfect

Like the dreams you have at night

But it’s not for the world you have

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Now were taking different path

Wish we’ll learn even we split apart

Growing up takes its place

Especially in cold lonely nights

It’s only the choice we have for now

You know it, I love you

But will love be enough for it to work?

Be practical, trust is what we need to work out

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You let me forget who really is me

And I let you see who I am not

You hate it when I can’t do what you want

And I’m tired being away from you all the time

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Its hard to take for granted the past

But more tears will shatter if we do it this time

It takes time to be a grown up

It takes sacrifices to make it right

It’s a bad ending for now

But we can always do special episodes for that.

Dream Lullaby

In life, there will come a time that we see ourselves sitting all alone with no one there to hear all our thoughts and our beliefs. We feel that everything we used to do is not valued by others. Heartaches that we used to hide inside because we know that they'll never understand our point of view. Having the feeling of being alone. Pain caused by failing to achieve your dreams is one. Loving a person and creating a world within her. Now, i can say that I'm engaging in this episode of life. The thought of doing something for someone who is so far from me and cannot easily be reached. I used to hear the song "Lullaby by Armor for Sleep" sometime in 2007 and for a long time, I've decided to download again this song in the net. Every time I hear that song, the feeling of being important triggers and boost myself to be confident enough to face every problems I'm encountering. But it gives me a minor bad effects.. to think of something that i don't even know if i can handle easily.All i know is that the song relates my feelings very much. Sometimes i cannot formulate words that i want to say for her. The exact words i want her to hear. I'm afraid that she gets mad at me but all this time all i want to say is "Forget your dreams and say I'm everything you wanted to be with", but i know that I'm not in the position to say that. Everything is now within her hands. There are also times when i feel that the clocks turns so slow. That i ask my self "When will i see you again?" Its very hard when you cannot see for a long time the person that you wished to be in your side every time. That every time she is so far from me, I'm so afraid that we cannot see each other again. But here i am waiting for her return to my life. Ready to catch her when she falls, giving my time when she feels alone. Waiting for the time that we are confident enough to pick up every piece of our heart that severely damaged by time..

First song for the last One

Since my highschool days, my craving to learn how to play a guitar is one of the greatest dream i have. But still not given an early chance to strum that thing. Considering the reasons: Time, person who will teach me, and things i can't afford to give up just for this. As time passing by, chances become more complicated for me and theres nothing that i can do for me to achieve to reality my long lost dream. One thing that i hate the most is when, a person, a very important person to me enters my life and it turns out that i want to give her a gift that is very unique that she can never forget. A song, yes a song. But the chance is not given for me til we broke up. We stay friends until now and sometimes i wonder if giving a shot will make things more good for us. Spending all my remaining savings and asking for some help in my parents. I used to buy my First owned guitar. Desperately wanting to learn how to play it. I used to study playing it by myself. With a short time remaining till Valentines day of 2009 arrive. I try to write a song, a song that i used to promise in the past. A song that i can play for her. Using only the G major key and C major, and creating a strumming pattern. I used to create a simple rhythm that can go with the lyrics i made. So here it goes the song i made only for her. I love you.

The First Call

Hear me
Hear me now
As the moon shines upon us
I can see the light

Unexpected reason to fall out
Healing wounds upon your side
Can be granted, by your heart

My life with you
Like a precious stone
Turns quickly to fall
Redeem my heart, to feel
The call of love, we live

Words are nothing
Compared to the feelings we felt
Sharing my heart with you
Something I wish to be true